those are the eyes fractured,
framed with death's sympathetic scrape
those are the eyes tormented -
raped by human monstrosity
those are the eyes defiled,
mired in merry-go-rounds of murder
those are the eyes unworldly -
yet wise to the lectures of guns
and those are her eyes
scouring us for coins of compassion to spare
or any leftover scraps of conscience
those are the eyes of glances
of prayers unsaid, unheard
I am I;
Never always was I, but I always will be
After U walked out of my alphabet
I used to be more -
I was sure that I meant
Much more than what I thought I did;
That is,
without you,
I am nothing but a line -
A line of careless thought, of constant quality,
Of hard, unyielding, rigid stability;
Like the faded markings on a one-way street
Like a drawing of a house, incomplete -
I am a part thereof, but never whole,
Like a full bucket of water with a leaking hole;
Take heed, U,
That is what I am,
but not what I used to be.
I grapple with my newfound sensibility;
Insecure in my independent security -
Because
You know my
Behind Closed Doors by TheVanityMirror, literature
Literature
Behind Closed Doors
We live -
Individually,
Behind closed doors;
Empty, enclosed spaces,
Four
Blank
Walls.
I, who called these things my own,
Now know it belongs to another
Distant figure -
Same name, same face.
Dead shadow of a memory,
Who speaks from my voice box -
Or what used to be mine.
Listen; do the walls not speak?
Dead speeches, evaporated
Laughter?
Smiles of a sarcophagus,
Chased, replaced
By an enshrouding darkness
A reminder of broken glass and irrelevant unhappiness;
So I
Close
My
Door.
And I can't pretend I don't hear,
Because I don't hear anything at all;
My own vulgarity is my imagined passion
Of words that represent t
Drapes over a dusty, beating heart -
For warmth or disguise?
Sleeping beauty, or Death's new mistress?
What surgery has mended tired wounds,
That surpass time's healing strength?
Has the rose red faded yellow, for blood
That ran through me like a wild horse
Bled through scars that bleed afresh?
Does my heart, so heavy with sin
So hot with passion (unrequited)
Yearn to be free of its rusty chains?
What soft, living muscle - Now,
Hardened into emotionless steel?
That cracks and sighs under the weight
Of memories, of emotional baggage.
Careless tears disobey and fall, fall, fall
And die at your feet.
If this heart had a lifeline
Candlelight Confessions by TheVanityMirror, literature
Literature
Candlelight Confessions
Viscous tears dance down thy wicks spine
Ye spirit iridescent in the loners night
Kiss thy ladys shadow, bask her in warmth
In the darkness bestow her sight
So she sits, in the glory of a mistress
Writing away the newborn morning
Her hope the stubbornness of a flame and
Half of her exposed beauty, endearing
Doth warm glow an aged familiar -
This gibbous sun likened to her lovers graze
Rise & set, above clouds and sea -
With hypnotic warmth for twilights daze
By ye candle, she waits by dripping hour;
Observing its love dance with the wind
So pray, in good faith, tonights guest
H
The Fleet and the fleeting by TheVanityMirror, literature
Literature
The Fleet and the fleeting
The sea's copying the sunset,
As mirages sail within the depths
Who's waving to the missing fleets,
Gone past a quarter of my century?
So you wait in your frantic & frenzy
For their coffins to wash upshore
Is your hope a man's last chance?
Or a mere fleeting wonder
So here's to the Fleets & the fleeting,
Cheers to the dead and the living
For those gone are never truly forgotten
If someone remembered they were gone.
Have we lost the city lights; the amber torch
Stilled in the fraction of the night
Have we lost the moon; the waning silver
A diamond on the ebony nights neck
Have we ever, lost something to forever
And never got it back?
Have we dreams like a silly child; though
Age forbids but hearts grow younger
Have we learnt love isnt all sweets and sugar,
But a cold bitter in the death of winter
Have we ever, thought that perfection
In humans was to err?
Have we bygones we wished undone,
Meshed in the entanglements of time?
Have we memories surpassing millions
Though their creation through a dime?
Have you ever, belied your s
Leaving, yesterdays? by TheVanityMirror, literature
Literature
Leaving, yesterdays?
Did we forget to press the red phone
To end our sweet talk tonight?
Was I not supposed to hear your runner-up
(Not) sorry we can't make things right
And we tried to mend what was beyond repair
And gave way when our heart's cried in despair
Work it out like lovers' should, work it out like lovers' would
And pray it'll be just like before
Tried to turn back time; and loved you, the rightfully mine
Wasted tears and broken hearts,
Souless memories and we delayed departs
But what was never yours slowly drifts apart
Crossroads honey, time to part
And it's a little hard to get used to,
Living a life with me, living without you
A hand
those are the eyes fractured,
framed with death's sympathetic scrape
those are the eyes tormented -
raped by human monstrosity
those are the eyes defiled,
mired in merry-go-rounds of murder
those are the eyes unworldly -
yet wise to the lectures of guns
and those are her eyes
scouring us for coins of compassion to spare
or any leftover scraps of conscience
those are the eyes of glances
of prayers unsaid, unheard
I am I;
Never always was I, but I always will be
After U walked out of my alphabet
I used to be more -
I was sure that I meant
Much more than what I thought I did;
That is,
without you,
I am nothing but a line -
A line of careless thought, of constant quality,
Of hard, unyielding, rigid stability;
Like the faded markings on a one-way street
Like a drawing of a house, incomplete -
I am a part thereof, but never whole,
Like a full bucket of water with a leaking hole;
Take heed, U,
That is what I am,
but not what I used to be.
I grapple with my newfound sensibility;
Insecure in my independent security -
Because
You know my
IN THE STREETS OF LONDON by TheVanityMirror, literature
Literature
IN THE STREETS OF LONDON
In the streets of London,
On the night of Christmas Eve,
Beneath jovial smiles and sugar coated thoughts,
Is a dream a girl desires to weave.
Under a barren tree she stands,
With snow drizzling like autumn rain,
In a supine voice she calls for customers,
Alas, her cries in vain.
Mama breathed her last when she was three;
And Daddy hardly returned to their little home
Ruined is the sweet family portrait,
Now she is left to brave the storm alone.
A dull dress adorned with stitches she wore,
Her heart-shaped face smeared with dirt,
Picking away stray tea-stained leaves clung to her hair,
She pines secretly for love and comfort.
"
COUNTING THE TIME TO MY LOVE by TheVanityMirror, literature
Literature
COUNTING THE TIME TO MY LOVE
It was a full moon when I first met him,
Under the willow tree
Half past midnight I told him I had to leave
And he declared his love for me
It was a summer's day when I saw him,
In the bustling marketplace
A quarter to noon I finished my shopping
And he swept up me up in an embrace
It was an autumn sunset when I surprised him,
Down by the sandy sea
Half an hour to eight he bid me farewell
And blew a kiss to me
It was a winter's morning when I missed him
Pining away in the church
One minute to ten the messenger returned
And reported no results from the search
It was a spring sunrise when I received the letter
Years later in my
There's no logic in love
Nor is there a reason
There's no such thing as right & wrong
And you're always at a junction
What starts off as something little
Turns into something big
From there everything escalates
And it's more than just a jig
Your face constantly plagues my dreams;
And your name's imprinted in my mind
My thoughts are no longer mine alone
The ground you walk on I enshrine
I try to catch you after class
So I form the words to speak
But when I get you alone to myself
My head spins and my knees get weak
Sorry to say I'm not a supermodel
With lovely forty-three inch legs
I'm that plain girl-next-door
I bear a rese
The Promise To Return by TheVanityMirror, literature
Literature
The Promise To Return
Her honey-brown eyes watched as the ebony ink dripped mercilessly down onto the parchment, splattering out and turning a lighter shade as it evaporated away. She gracefully placed the quill back into the ink well where it belonged, and sighed discontentedly. Running her fingers softly over the intricate carvings on the oak wood desk, she stood up and glided over to the wavering source of light from the window. Oh, she missed him so.
As her deftly manicured fingers unveiled the great expanse of windows, the sunlight shot like arrows from heaven into her room, illuminating all miscellaneous objects. The shadows faded away in fear, and she walk
Prologue Of APARTMENT. 120 by TheVanityMirror, literature
Literature
Prologue Of APARTMENT. 120
Little Red Riding Hood grasped the thin material of her cloak closer around herself, sustaining a faint grimace as she continued on her, unbeknownst to her, perilous journey through the woods. Little did she know, the Big Bad Wolf was lurking in the shadows cast by the ancient trees, fitting itself perfectly in between the nooks and crannies of its cover. The tree spirits tried in vain to warn Little Red Riding Red, but their warnings only resulted in the mere rustling of their tree branches, causing a few evergreen leaves to fall. Little Red Riding Hood paused, before resuming her walk down the leaves-strewn path.
The little boy ran his tin
Porcelain doll with tangled hair,
People pass or stop and stare,
Her cotton clothes are ripped and torn,
Her parents regret the day she was born,
Her plastic heart has melted down,
Her stunning smile, a perfect frown,
Her shining future, a blackened road,
Her flowing words, a fucked up code.
Once glowing eyes, now dark and dead,
And voices scream inside her head,
A falling rain of acid tears,
Mirrors reflecting all her fears,
A fire raging through her veins,
Drugs to reduce all her pains,
Her porcelain skin, now scarred and bruised,
Her staggering beauty, now gone and used.
A foreign beauty, now buried alone,
A cryptic place
gasoline rainbows by starlight-silence, literature
Literature
gasoline rainbows
gasoline rainbows
leave circles under cars
like smoky rings of nicotine
sent toward the stars
and i sit on the curb
staring with eyes like gold crumbs
wondering if ever
someone could write a poem to me
as beautiful as the oversaturated
pools of gasoline
like ribbons of northern-lights
colors floating on wet pavement
summer runs across my back
as the sun moves through the sky
making the fluorescent dye of rainbow
shimmer like ocean tips at sunrise
and the hum of the street
lulls me into a dreamlike daze
my gaze so far from the here and now
that all i can breathe is poetry
and all i can think is in butterfl
I remember you liked your coffee black,
With less sugar and a little salt
Cause it reminded you of home.
***
I walk alone, across these sandy shores
With the waves breaking at my feet
Watch the sunset and hold your hand
It doesnt feel right, its only sand
Im wearing your favourite checkered shirt
It smells of peppermint wash and you
You told me to wear that to keep me warm
In the nights when I missed you
I talk to the wind of errant thoughts straying,
As it curls and spins like an embrace
So close, I hear your chuckles in the breeze
Reaching out, its gone without a trace
I play with the ring on my
Current Residence: Singapore Favourite genre of music: Pop / Classical MP3 player of choice: MY IPHONE. Wallpaper of choice: Anime Wallpaper XD Favourite cartoon character: Clover from TS Personal Quote: Nothing keeps you going except yourself.
I virtually abandoned this account because the inspiration to write suddenly left me. And I didn't want to sound too forced, and I'm more interested in taking a personal feel to things happening around me. Things are tight and I don't think it's looking very well, now.
I'm disappointed that some people are unable to read the feelings I convey, particularly in my latest poem. It's a tad depressing.
But the good news is, A levels will soon be over. And when it's over, I'm going out, and walking around with no aim in mind. Maybe I'll sit the bus from one end to the other.
But whatever it is, I plan to be more in depth, more personal from now
Gosh. Okay, I've realized that I haven't penned anything down in a LONG WHILE. It's not a good time too - Exams are coming up. I'll promise I'll get to writing soon, after next week is over.
cheers!
Dignity hides her face,
Ashen & grey, in shame
In the name of peace she lies
Making love to blame
Is she misunderstood, Miss Robin Hood
Or is she the vicious sane?
When were her words not enough,
To mend her mister whole
When did this walking path for all
Become a one-way road?
Was her name an irony or a truth,
The fatherless daughter of those aloof
Born and bred to save thy souls
In aged and dying a kindred ghoul
Oh, Dignity..